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Haiti Update

We had a great day today.  We headed up to Foison and finished up all the trusses for the second half of the school.  They are already using one half.  Half the team later went out to deliver some pipe while the fab 4 (Jon, Dorcus, Jen, Megan) stayed behind to cut 30 pieces of iron to attach the trusses.  No easy task!

Tomorrow we head back up to put the trusses up and hopefully the tin by this weekend. Everyone is doing well.

Peace from Team Haiti 2012!

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Team Haiti Lands Safetly

The Haiti team has made it safely to Bruce and Deb’s! Here is an update from Jon.

 

“After 24 hours of travel- 4 flights, lots of waiting, and a long truck ride we have finally arrived. Brock was there to greet us at the airport in port-de-paix and then drive most of the the team to our final destination. Most of us flew via MAF mid morning with all our bags which was a great improvement from years past. This year we found that we were missing one bag which was a bummer but certainly happens. In years past we haven’t seen half our bags until half way through the trip. Deb Robinson had a great meal for us last night and then we crashed. Everyone seems to be doing well after a good nights sleep – even with the sound of roosters invading our dreams. Dorcus got up at the crack of dawn and got the coffee going. The girls has some mad organizing skills and we are set up for the week. Today we are just hanging around the house, cleaning stuff up and working on some pieces to take up to the school tomorrow that will allow us to get up the final trusses. Shout out to David Hallgren for the pad that he poured when he was down here. It’s turned into a great porch for working and hanging out. The hope for the school is that we would be able to finish the last portion of the roof, paint the interior, part of the outside and perhaps get some rain gutters up that can capture water a lot from rain. Captured water is becoming even more critical as they haven’t had a good rain in more than 4 months – a record from Bruce’s memory. If we get through all that, there’s a water project in Foison that we can get going on. Please pray that we would be able to make as much progress as possible. Tomorrow we hit it!

Please pray:

> Thanks for a smooth trip and health.

> That we would be able to get the last bag stuck in Port -au – Prince with American Airlines.

> Progress on the school in Foison.

> That we would be an encouragement to the community here.

> Openness to what God wants to community to us while we’re here.

 

Peace Jon

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The Hills Beyond

Behind every creative project is some kind of story. That story will certainly almost always include the desire that what is created is deemed valuable and beautiful to culture. WithThe Hills Beyond cover art by Shannon Erikson the coming of the new Hills Beyond album it would be natural to assume that this is something that our talented rock stars are hoping will get some notice and perhaps a few sales. Who wouldn’t want that?

That’s not what this story is really about though – at least as I’ve been able to be a small part of it.

Convergence Zones. The name for our young adult ministry was inspired in part by the convergence zone just north of the county line here in Seattle. I’m no weather expert but the gist is that it’s a unique place where weather systems slam into each other in such a way that you can get snow and sunshine just miles apart from each other. You can also speak of a convergence of great minds such as Lewis and Tolkien coming together to dynamic and creative effect. Where there is a convergence, what you’ll often find is something that dynamic, creative, unique, unpredictable and perhaps even a little chaotic. What I love more than these songs is the process of convergence that brought them about and how it might point us forward.

Zone 1. There’s often lots of discussion around trying to figure out what’s relevant, edgy, cool and will connect with emerging culture. The assumptions are often that we need to create something with a bit more rock because that’s what the kids like. The second question then often is, “what’s the popular package and songs to acquire?” What if instead of trying to figure out what’s relevant, we simply create space for talented men and women to create, lead and wrestle with age old questions of faith? What if there’s a place for these artists to interact with a community wrestling with how to articulate and live scriptural truths? What if we invest leadership time and resources in them instead of just for them? What if we could give space for the results to be more than predictable?

My delight around this album comes from the fact that it’s a tangible example of the new and creative life that can arise as we invest in young thoughtful and talented leaders – even in a multigenerational mainline church that still loves it’s robes, hymns and organ. We don’t have to look for the future in the latest trends or hottest churches – he and she are sitting in the pew next to us looking for ways to meaningfully and creatively contribute.

Zone 2. Conversations around worship are often heated, full of passion and from my perspective often boring. They tend fall into familiar lines of argument that never intersect and often lead to less that fruitful outcomes while missing the main thing entirely. Some of this has to do with categories that have become almost meaningless, chief among them: traditional and contemporary. At their face I couldn’t tell you which one I’d like, which one would put me to sleep or which one would make me want to gag. What I do know is that old people are supposed to like traditional and young people are supposed to like contemporary, neither of which I’ve learned is very true beyond the stereotype.

That’s why I love that Kyle suggested the new terms of iconic and artistic in the midst of this process. There are time when the musicians should intentionally hold back their artistic zeal so that a congregation might be able to better see through the song to what God has to say – iconic. There are also times to pull out the stops and let the pure artistic brilliance draw us to the beauty, power, creativity and majesty of our truly awesome God – artistic. Both have their place and both must be used thoughtfully and well. No matter what our musical preference, we love both – stick around for an organ postlude any Sunday morning if you’re not sure what I’m talking about, and bring ear plugs.

If songs from the Hills Beyond strike you as odd at first – welcome to the club. There are songs that take a more iconic stance such as Have Mercy and Arrest Me and then there are songs such as Empire that tend toward the artistic. Beatitudes, written as part of our series on the Sermon on the Mount made by head spin. I don’t think I ever expected a song inspired by words such as blessed are the meek to come out of the gates swinging and get in your face. That being said, it’s become one of my favorites and one that I find myself singing and praying even in my car as ask God to -give us your heart, send us your Kingdom so we can live like you!

Indie rock or worship? I don’t know, but hopefully something that pushes the translation of the Gospel into new articulations that can engage our hearts in meaningful and formative ways for the challenges that we face today.

Zone 3. I’ve heard about rumors of distant wars fought over style, taste and what music is actually real worship. Categories of people, skills and talents often seem to become simplistic caricatures. Easy dualities smash together in the amazing men and women that I’ve been able to interact with both in this album and throughout my time at UPC. The same musicians that can “rock out” on Empire or Doxology are the same classically trained men and women who love sacred music and traditional liturgies. These are men and women who carry no animosity for “traditional” worship because sing in the choir with their mentors and friends. The old boring lines of worship wars are breaking down within individuals and the relationships they cherish. The question that drives the Hills Beyond is not, “what will make us rock stars?” but, “how can we serve the community?” If that means rearranging the music for a traditional service , great!

There’s a larger conversation that I hope The Hills Beyond can help contribute to. A conversation around integrity in worship, empowerment of emerging leaders, formation and equipping of God’s people, translation of the Gospel and the new work of the Church that stands not in opposition to the past but gratefully on the shoulders of the faithful.

May God Have Mercy on us as we seek to give fresh articulation to what God’s people have been proclaiming for thousands of years.

Peace :: Jon

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One focus–different expressions

1 Therefore if you have any encouragement from being united with Christ, if any comfort from his love, if any common sharing in the Spirit, if any tenderness and compassion, 2 then make my joy complete by being like-minded, having the same love, being one in spirit and of one mind. 3 Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility value others above yourselves, 4 not looking to your own interests but each of you to the interests of the others.

5 In your relationships with one another, have the same attitude of mind Christ Jesus had…    Philippians 2 (TNIV)

We are becoming increasingly segmented as a society around a whole host of factors – tribes are emerging left and right in places where it would have been inconceivable just a few short years ago.  On one had, this is good because it’s breaking down the uniformity that masked it self as unity and releasing incredible creativity.  Increasingly though we are also being faced with the fact that we must find a unity that truly brings us together around common cause.  As a nation, city and even church – we cannot afford not to.  As we prayerfully consider what God is calling us to for this next season – perhaps Dr. Guder’s insight can help instruct and inspire. 

What opportunities and challenges to you see? 

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Changes at Convergence

3 I thank my God every time I remember you. 4 In all my prayers for all of you, I always pray with joy 5 because of your partnership in the gospel from the first day until now, 6 being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus  9 And this is my prayer: that your love may abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight, 10 so that you may be able to discern what is best and may be pure and blameless for the day of Christ, 11 filled with the fruit of righteousness that comes through Jesus Christ—to the glory and praise of God.   Philippians 1(TNIV)

When the best doesn’t come cheap.  We all want the best – whatever it be a friend, a job, an experience or anything else.  Outside of toasters, we’re not given to want what simply passes or works.  We want the best.  There are times though when what’s the best doesn’t line up with what feels good or what we would want.  There are moments when discerning the best includes navigating through loss, heartbreak, ambiguity and anxiety.  It’s in those moments that clarity around where our confidence lies get’s really important, really quick if we are to avoid the easy traps of short sited quick fixes, anxious self-protection and in-fighting.  All are in the mind of Paul as he writes to the church he loves dearly.

UPC is in one of those difficult places, with difficult decisions where discerning the best doesn’t feel good and isn’t easy.  It’s why the leadership has called all of us to a month of prayer.  As a community, we need to gain clarity over the next month or so Learn more about how our current situation and how you can helparound how Jesus is leading us forward in hope while facing some very real budget restrictions that need to be addressed quickly.

Clarity.  One of the things that I felt compelled by for months was the need to intentionally slow down and listen.  As I’ve thought, prayed and consulted with trusted and wise voices, a number of things have become clear – especially over the last couple of weeks.

  1. It’s become clear that in our present situation the young adult strategy as currently embodied has come to an end.
  2. UPC will always seek to welcome and engage 20s and 30s and a new approach will present itself in the reality of the reset. It’s become clear that I am not called to lead that new approach.
  3. The reset timeline of May 1, though fiscally responsible, creates an incredibly difficult, artificial and confusing break in the rhythm of a community gathering that meets weekly such as what we have now.
  4. There appears before us a clear natural break point in the season of Lent and ending in Holy Week (April 3rd).  Brenna and I will officially step down sometime in April or May.

Moving forward.  Therefore, it was my recommendation to submit Young Adult Mission and Ministry as part of the reductions and to begin that process last Tuesday evening.        I did so for two reasons:

1. That clarity and direction be given to staff time and effort so that our work might be focused on ending well, might point forward with hope and might engage helping foster what is to come.

2. That God’s word to us through the letter of Philippians might guide our community beginning this last Tuesday, “being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.”

This isn’t what I would have chosen.  This isn’t what feels good or is easiest.  Shannon and I both have and real and deep peace that this is what is best, most honoring and points forward with the most hope.  We stand in confidence ANDsorrow as we think about the community that we deeply love, admire and have been inspired by.

There are questions that might not have a good answer or any answer at all and I’m sorry for that.  Over the next couple of weeks, I trust that there will emerge outlines to guide dreams of what might come next.  One of the most encouraging things from Tuesday was the enthusiasm, excitement and willingness many people expressed for helping in whatever might come next.  What a blessing that was to me to hear!  What a blessing it was to be prayed for by many of you!

Right now.  There’s plenty of things to come but I’m hoping that we can engage the important work that God has for us right now – listening to God’s word to us over the next 3 weeks in Philippians, encouraging each other, celebrating God’s goodness and power among us, praying for God to work work powerfully through the team heading to Haiti and praying audacious dreams for how the Holy Spirit might lead the whole of UPC to run hard after Jesus in ways that we’ve never even imagined. 

If you have any questions or would like to meet up, please don’t hesitate to ask either Brenna or myself. 

Peace :: Jon

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The Goal of Wisdom

Wisdom is skill for living.  It’s not about how smart you are, how many degrees you have or even how old you are.  It’s about navigating through the seas of life and all the ways that we relate to the world around us.  Not all wisdom is equal either for it all depends what’s informing or driving our journey through life.  The Apostle Paul had to battle forms of wisdom for which the wisdom of the cross that he proclaimed looked foolish.  James 3:13 and following talks about two kinds of wisdom and how to tell the difference between the two.  The first question to ask in seeking wisdom is to ask what is that we fear and stand in awe of.  That’s why we read throughout scripture that The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom or knowledge.

The goal.  Fear of the Lord is the beginning but what’s the goal?  If you have two points on a line then you get a sense of the path to walk without having to have a check list for every single step.  Throughout proverbs the wise are synonymous with the upright or the righteous.  We are instructed in wisdom by having the way of the wicked placed next to the way of the righteous.  To grow in righteousness is the goal of wisdom.

A PR problem.  Just like we need to rediscover what the fear of the Lord is, my guess is that we need to rediscover and give fresh articulation to what righteousness actually is.  Think honestly about the following.  Do you want to be known by friends and family as someone who is righteous?  Would your co-workers and neighbors be excited to know that there is a righteous person among them? 

My guess is that righteousness probably carries connotations of legalism, being a Pharisee, being more concerned about rules than people and being self-righteously sure that you are better than others. 

For as much as Jesus is known to be a lover of sinners and all about grace – he wasn’t about throwing out the law and he he actually wants our righteousness to be way beyond that the religious pros of the day.  Matthew 5:20. 

A new definition and 2 challenges.  Dr. Waltke in his commentary on Proverbs provides a helpful definition for us to consider as we set our eyes on the goal of wisdom.  Righteousness is essentially about being in right relations with God and others.  He provides a practical definition on the effect of the righteous within community.

Definition:  The righteous are willing to disadvantage themselves to advantage the community; the wicked are willing to disadvantage the community to advantage themselves.

2 Challenges to consider:

  • Freedom within form.  The righteous don’t focus on never breaking a rule – they find freedom within form.  If God is the creator of all, then he probably knows something about what it takes for life and relationships to flourish. 
  • The righteous bring sacred wonder into everyday reality.  The righteous don’t view the world and people around them as simply things to use at their lowest level but tread with a sense of wonder and humility at the beauty and dignity of life all around them.

As we consider the way of wisdom may be guided by the fear of the Lord and the goal of always taking one step closer to the righteousness Jesus wants for us and the community rejoices over.

Peace :: Jon

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Wisdom and Fear

Throughout scripture we find a common refrain that is frankly a strange one in today’s world – “The Fear of the LORD.” In the book of Proverbs in particular we are told that, “The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge.”

The first question then is not ARE we seeking wisdom, but what’s the fear(s) driving our wisdom? Say what you want, what scares us and what looms as powerful and good in our imaginations is what directs our steps.

We asked those who have been following Jesus for a while what fears can compete with the Fear of the LORD for the basis of our wisdom.

What competes for your attention?

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Cultivating the ground of wisdom

If the fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom, then how do we cultivate the kind of reverent and fearful awe for the Holy God who has called us his own?  One thing is for sure – in a world that moves fast, with bull horns alternatively shouting advice and the next thing to be terrified of, we can’t wait until we really need it.  Standing on the border of Canaan, it was too late for start talking about the difference the fear of the Lord and the fear of anything else will have on wisdom (Numbers 13-14).  The decision was made – all but Caleb were absolutely sure that the wisest thing to do was to run back to slavery. 

Here’s a couple thoughts on cultivating the ground from which wisdom springs:

  • Ask.  Wisdom isn’t found high on a mountain or locked away, it’s on the street corner calling out for all who would listen.  Wisdom won’t force you – you got to want it, so just ask.  Read Proverbs 1, 8-9 and where the voice of wisdom might be calling out to you today.

If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you.  James 1:5

  • Create space to listen. Find at least some moment in your day, in the beginning if at all possible, to be silent and let Proverbs 3:5-6 be your prayer to guide the day.  Our first thoughts are often filled with the urgent, the anxious, the short sided.

Trust in the LORD with all your heart,

      and on your own understanding do not rely;

In all your ways submit to his presence

     and he will make your paths straight.

  • Start cultivating an eye for wonder filled reverence and for fear.  This might be the time to revisit the Gospels with the intention of developing a vision for who Jesus is and what he reveals about the the Holy and Mighty God he calls Father.  It might also be time to start asking what other fears at at play in your daily life both personally and in the contexts of work and community.  What are people running from or running two.  What promises victory and satisfaction.  What threatens catastrophe?  It’s precisely because these things really do matter but are often hard to identify that they need to be brought in the open and laid before the the One who is over all so that we might receive the wisdom that we need.

Life is hard.  May we hear the voice of wisdom calling.

Peace :: Jon

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The beginning of wisdom

Most of us would say that we want wisdom.  To be wise is to be insightful into the meaning or truth of something, to have a mastery of reality and be able to make good decisions.  To be wise is to gain the guidance by which to navigate life like a ship sailing the seas – avoiding reefs and rocks as one sails to glorious destinations.  How easy is it though to run aground in life in ways that seem dumb in retrospect  but wise before – “If only I would have known…”  Perhaps even more confusing is that deciding which way is right seems more difficult than ever as there are more voices claiming wisdom than ever before.  There seem to be in fact many different “wisdoms.”  Before getting into the nitty-gritty of wisdom – what to do about X, how to handle X – there are two questions that need to be asked first.

1.  Do we actually desire wisdom?  Sounds like a rhetorical question but it isn’t.  In the book of Proverbs wisdom is personified as a woman who is calling out of the street corners for all who would listen – not on a high mountain or deep in a cave or locked within a fortress – on the intersection that you walk by everyday.  There are also other voices calling out as well of course. 

My youngest is about as full of life as you can imagine – being the youngest at his older brother’s school dance didn’t stop him from dominating the dance circle.  He’s also not the greatest at listening and following through but hey, he’s four years old.  Between bold and not listening have come a host of deadly almost-accidents.  To our scolding, Caleb you can’t do that, you could get really hurt…really hurt someone…really damage… he simply responds,  But I didn’t get hurt.

I wonder if in an age of instant access and constant change that our hearts are actually drawn to what we can get away with and what simply works now.  To the challenge that something wasn’t about what is true, beautiful and good we don’t often reply, But I didn’t get hurt and I got to do what I wanted to do.

This begs a second question.

2.  What do truly love/fear?  You can’t read Proverbs and indeed scripture and not pick up that the phrase, The fear of the Lord, is a theme.  Let’s be honest though, it’s a strange phrase in our world.  We can’t understand the call to wisdom though without understanding that what we love/fear has more to do with the direction of our lives and the “wisdom” that we follow than anything else.  It is those things that we run from, fear happening and stand in reverent awe of that define the direction of our lives despite evidence to the contrary.  ‘”Wisdom” then becomes what helps us along that way.  The issue isn’t if we’re influenced by fear/love but what stands above all.

Case study:  Caleb and the 12 Spies, in Numbers 13-14, is a fascinating case study.   You have one tribe/community, taught by the same people, witness to the same miracles, called by the same call and two completely different decisions.  Israel having been delivered dramatically out of slavery by the hand of God is standing on the edge of the promised land – close enough to taste a better future than they could have imagined not long ago.  They send in 12 spies to check things out.  The report – oh, it’s good, it’s really good, there’s just one problem.  It turns out that there were barriers – large men and fortified cities.  The more they talked – the more hysterical they got.  Strong men became supernatural giants, the land became carnivorous, they became like worms, God turned into a tyrant who wanted to kill them and Moses became someone to stone.  The wise thing, then concluded, was to go back to Egypt where things worked and were easy. 

Caleb nearly alone refused to buy into the hysteria declaring that the land was good and that we should go.  What is that Caleb didn’t see the dangers and obstacles?  Of course he did.  He just stood in an awe filled fear of doing anything less than the best that his Creating and Redeeming God would want. 

A commentator suggested that the The fear of the Lord is that affectionate reverence, by which the child of God bends himself humbly and carefully to his Father’s law.  Bridges

As we set the trajectory of our lives individually and communally, it seems that the place to start is not just to ask what is wise but what do we fear?  We all have our lists that we interact with everyday – significance, place in life, being attractive, smart, powerful, stable, successful, in control, right, comfortable.  The question is how we bring those things before our Heavenly Father that he might have the ultimate say.

May we hear the call of wisdom.

Peace :: Jon 

Jon

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